I only have one desire in this life. Just one. Some people say "dating" is overrated. That its a waste of time, or its a distraction, or your young you don't need to. Some people just don't understand my point of view on it. All I want is someone to love, to be close and safe with. Hold them, have them hold me. A mutual sense of security. It would just be amazing. Being rejected from past people I have wanted to share this with, however, has damaged my trust over the years. At this point in my life, I have trust for no one. My friends seem not to care about me, but choose to be passive. As if I have no feelings. All of this is even starting t